Nathan amazes me everyday. I was recently told to be thankful that he is healthy and growing strong. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't Thank God for him. He is our gift, our precious gift, that I choose not to take for granted! His smiles light up my day, turn tears of sadness into tears of joy. He smiles with his eyes as well as his mouth, so even if he has a binky in his mouth I can see him smile, and I am blessed. He is a quick learner. Although he doesn't yet have the hand coordination to put his hand/fingers/thumb directly into his mouth, he puts his hand on his face and slowly brings it down (caressing) till he finds his open mouth. He is full of wonder and is looking around the room seeing all things new, and I am reminded to see things, really see things and wonder. I am blessed. He recently gave us the gift of a full night's sleep, and although it isn't consistent yet, he continues to sleep longer. Nathan is starting to grab at things, including hair, and I am grateful for his continued development, no matter how much it hurts :). He will stand on your lap with strong legs, and wants to sit up on your lap. His eyes. His eyes look deep within and even without words you know you are loved. He cries with tears that can break your heart. His eyes with long lashes, that any woman would love to have, can melt you in just a quick glance. His eyes that reveal so much, change color in different light leaving you to constantly guess what color they are. He is full of spirit, full of life and I am left to wonder if my dad's prayers of him being a pastor will come to fruition. And I am blessed. Our nightly bedtime prayers are one of my favorite times of day. We thank God for all He has given us on that day and we continue to pray for his new cousins, David & Samuel, to grow strong so that they can be home with their mommy & daddy & big brother. We pray for Gideon that God brings him home to his new mommy & daddy. And we know that God hears our small prayers, and we are blessed.







